Curiousity Kills .

Voice From My Heart.

2012-01-16T08:14:00.000-08:00

i know you won't be clicking into my blog and looking at the shits that i'm writing.

this is the only way i can express all my feelings out.

i can't tell you how i feel.

because i know that you wouldn't listen or maybe you wouldn't care at all.

i've been missing you.

for not talking to you almost 16 days.

you can see how happy i am, i can put on a smile when i'm taking pictures.

but in my heart , everything is different.

now you probably working, tired.

but what i really wish for is getting a text from you saying that you missed me.

i am not begging for you to stay, but i really want to be with you.

i was excited to get you a christmas present , but sadly i can't even give it to you by my bare hands.

i can't even see you. talk to you in person for like more than 4 times.

we never really officially meet but i can tell, how good you can treat your own gf.

until now, you can't even let go of her.

i understand, not easy.

but you already destroy a chance for me being together with you.

you told me you appreciated me.

although i'm not that rich, it's your last day working on that day, i came up to genting from seremban.

woke up early in the morning, text my friend, ask her a favor to send me to the train station.

i come a MILES to see you.

i worried what you will think about me because i am not that kind of pretty girl wearing dresses.

i dont make up.

but you told me, all this things isn't important.

i'm glad.

you make me happy for 31 days.

you let me down during new year.

i'm sick, i hope you will be there for me.

i fantasized that you will be here taking care of me.

whatever i hope for will never come true.

i really thought that you are the one that i've been looking for.

you knew what i'm going through.

how difficult, how suffer.

but at last, you hurt me too.

no matter what, i still love you.

you make me smile with you texts.

calling you soh lou for being so cute.

telling you jokes or story before you sleep.

the way you held my hands like you will never let go.

the only thing that cross into my mind now is your perfect smile.

i will never ever forget this face of yours.

i just wanna hold your hand, hug you and tell you how much i love you for one more time.

just once.

but i guess it will never happen anymore.

maybe you never care or never love me also.

maybe i expect too much on you.

im sorry.

what i can do is only be there for you whenever you need me.

i will always be here waiting for you to come back to me.

i love you.

i miss you.

remember i asked you what's the meaning of the lyrics in this song?

and we keep hearing it again and again but you can't get it.

memories of us in that 4 days is unforgettable.

; traffic jam for 3 hours otw back to ipoh

;the first time you see me wearing my noob specs.

;you hold my hand when you are driving.

.not gonna say more.

anything you can think of. i remember every bit of em.

♥

Eliminate Myself From You.

2012-01-16T07:07:00.001-08:00

All the lies I said
You believed them all
Yet you never believe
A simple "I love you"
The plot in your book
I don't want to play it
Because I like
Happy endings

I've tried to give up perfectly
It was indeed very practical
We woke up, the dream dispersed
You and I got separated
Why must the lyrics of a love song rhyme
Even if I'm the king of K songs
I haven't necessarily
Sung love perfectly

I can only say I've lost
Or perhaps it was you being scared
Our memories don't have creases
Yet you use your departure to iron the period

I can only say I've admitted
Your restlessness gains your trust
Yet I get your comforting elimination.

♥

Silent.

2012-01-13T09:00:00.000-08:00

So Beautiful.

The wailing owl Screams solitary to the mournful moon.

♥

2012-01-11T07:44:00.000-08:00

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

it's all about ℒℴѵℯ ♥

ARGH!

2012-01-11T05:45:00.000-08:00

*SCREAMS*

look at his cute face!!!

Feel Fucked Upp!

2012-01-10T03:47:00.001-08:00

KARMA KARMA KARMA.

K A R M A.

KARMA!!

KARMA.KARMA.KARMA!

Addicted.

2012-01-08T03:56:00.000-08:00

hear this awesome awesome Jay Chou medly from BEC.

somehow addicted to jay chou's and khalil fong's songs these few days :)

Karma.

2012-01-06T00:03:00.000-08:00

when i finally think what had got into my head.

he makes me happy when i'm feeling down.

treated me very very good.

holds my hand like he'll never let go.

hug me like a teddy bear when i'm sleeping.

hug me during movie although it's not a romantic movie.

thinking that he's the one i've been looking for.

i've never in love with someone so fast, so crazy.

but at last... it's all LIES.

he never got over his ex and now he's being happy with her.

and i have to suffer alone here.

he ignore me. he don't even care. he don't even love me at all.

"The worst thing a boy could do to a girl? Well personally,I think it's to ignore her while she is loving you with all her heart -Liam Payne"

it's hard when you realized the person you trusted so much, it's the one that have been lying to you.

Satisfied.

2011-05-08T01:02:00.000-07:00

"You will not be new forever.Always remember that God is fair and that everyone has his or her own strengths.You also have ur own talents and u will not be a disappointment to us.Just hang on and be strong."

i will always remember what you've told me mummy.

Supermodel Look :D

2011-04-12T07:52:00.000-07:00

i want that face.

On the other hand, .... :)

2011-04-06T04:01:00.000-07:00

Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

♥

I don't know.

2011-04-06T01:44:00.000-07:00

It’s hard to keep friendships these days. I guess people think it’s okay to leave when you need them the most.

It's All About You.

2011-04-03T03:36:00.004-07:00

I MISS YOU

If you want me, show me. If you need me, tell me. If you have me, show me off. If I'm worth it, fight for me.

Hey , My Name Is E.T :O

2011-04-02T03:05:00.000-07:00

guess what?

IM AN ALIEN D:

whasssuup? :)

Hey! It's The Big Day! :D

2011-04-01T05:24:00.000-07:00

Hey! it's already 1st of April!

TIME FLIES SO FAST! :(

and HAPPY APRIL FOOL's DAY!

i pranked 5-6people and they got me back.

OHMYGOD THANKS.

HAHA, i had fun pranking people. :)

it's kinda long time i didn't prank people or maybe this is the first time im pranking people.

HAHA.

anyways, hope everyone enjoyed and have a great day!

♥ .xoxo. ♥

Give Me 20 Good Reasons.

2011-03-29T22:52:00.000-07:00

.pear.

.parling.

.pigling.

.babe.

.stars.

.moon.

.webcam.

.strepsils.

.blackout.

.origami.

.cookies.

.hand sanitizer.

.100 plus.

.closing ceremony.

.photos.

.first girl who holds your camera.

.500 texts on my phone.

.first to text when i got my phone is YOU.

.passing papers.

.CUCU.

................................................................................

i have 20 reasons to love you.

but now, is it OVER?.

it kills me.

and my life is colourful when i had you.

now its all black and white.

We Had The Best Shots :)

2011-03-27T22:42:00.000-07:00

went to WeiYin's house . :)

we took alot of pics.

and guess what?

our bond became tighter n stronger cause we had lotsa fun :D

and happy birthday my LAURENA :)

hope you'll have a great 18th Birthday!

you're legal now!

HEHEHEH.

can go rob bank already.

HAHA!

well, goodluck in your life and i will love you always!

miss you too :)

♥ ♥ ♥

GET YOUR LIGHTS OFF ! :D

2011-03-26T05:27:00.000-07:00

save the nature.

save the world.

save the planet (:

26th March 2011.
8.30pm.

OH THAT'S THE BEST :)

2011-03-25T09:18:00.000-07:00

we had korean food on 22nd March! :)

she's one of the PLKN friend i met and we became good friends :D

im happy to know her (:

i freaking miss them :(

That Should Be Me :D

2011-03-21T01:45:00.000-07:00

"The happiest thing in life isn't being the richest nor being the prettiest. It's being loved for what you are."

"That special person in ur life may know u love them, but sometimes they just need to hear the words,so,never stop telling them 'I Love You!'."

"Some people have seen you at your worst and left you, the ones who stay are the ones who deserve you."

"I love the way you make me smile even in my worst day :)"

"Love is missing someone whenever you're apart.
But somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in the heart."

"It's better to love someone you cannot have than have someone you cannot love."

I'll Treasure You (:

2011-03-17T03:05:00.000-07:00

perfect isn't beautiful.

HUMAN is beautiful. (:

"live without pretending,

love without depending,

listen without defending,

speak without offending ♥"

They Made My Day :D

2011-03-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

i had fun with them (:

SUSHI!

lets go for sushi again! <3

RABBIT YEAR!

2011-02-03T01:04:00.000-08:00

once again, another year had pass .

this year is RABBIT year!

very very cute!

it's the first day of chinese new year today.

went to my aunt's house in Kajang.

had some food.

really good food.

AHH, sorethroat is coming to me again :(

well, look!

some pictures for me to share :)

what i wore today :D

that's all for today!

IM HAPPY! :P

update soon. :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

...... YOU !

2011-02-02T07:02:00.000-08:00

there's something fishy bout you.

all bullshits.

:///

Think before you leave people you love. When you leave, there's no guarantee you can find your way back.

GOODBYE EVERYONE :(

2011-01-01T19:06:00.000-08:00

first, HAPPYNEWYEAR 2011 TO EVERYONE!

2010 has been a pretty good year but there's sweet and bitter in every moment.

i'm glad to have everyone here in my life and i don't wanna lose them and treasure them more in 2011.

to my FRIENDS,

COME N VISIT ME DURING WEEKENDS!

hope you people will miss me too :(

if i have the free time, i will surely call all of you up and talk.

i love you guys! take care! ♥

well, left today only.

i haven't pack because im not ready to go yet. :(

hope i'll be fine there.

GOODLUCK PEOPLE!

see you guys in 3 months time.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

IT WAS AWESOME :D

2010-12-04T02:40:00.000-08:00

spot something different! :)

Sweet Serendipity

2010-12-02T06:53:00.001-08:00

The best relationships are with people who enter your life on

accident, but stay on purpose.

Talking To The Moon

GOODBYE MIMI :(

2010-11-29T22:48:00.000-08:00

30th November 2010.

12pm.

please take care and be alright.

i know you will be protecting us from doggie heaven.

ILOVEYOU.

As simple as 3 words.

2010-11-28T06:17:00.000-08:00

The truth is. I'm not strong enough to let things go. I'm not strong enough to ignore things. I'm not strong enough to move on from things. I'm not strong enough to face or to deal with things. I wish I was, though. I wish I wasn't weak.

i love you Mimi :x

hope you will be fine and take care of us when you're up there ok.

*tears non stop dropping one by one when i knew she had problems*

and now, im sorry if i bullied you.

its fun but im sorry.

you were there with me when im seven.

ahhh , FML.

im sorry and me papa mami honjoe honfei , honmun , kujie, yanyan . .. everyone loves you.

rest in peace okay.

i hope that you are happy to spend rest of your life with us here. :(

2010-11-26T21:27:00.000-08:00

"Keep telling myself that it’s not worth it
I already know I don’t deserve it
But if it’s from you I don’t mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare"

"Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before "

FUN :)

2010-11-06T11:22:00.000-07:00

our bond is much tighter after this fun.

Adam Lambert Much?

2010-11-06T11:13:00.000-07:00

I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very... mad world...

did Venus blow your mind?

2010-11-04T06:17:00.000-07:00

SHOOOOO CUTE RIGHT! <3

sometimes, picture says it all :)

SHOUT OUT LOUD EVERYBODEHH!

2010-10-31T10:41:00.000-07:00

ITS ALREADY 1st OF NOVEMBER!

spm is in 23days!

OHGOD OHGOD.

and after spm , there goes plkn.

SUCKED.

i shall skip! HEH HEH*

studying? erk. a lil bit.

JUST A LIL BIT.

but i shall be a crazy woman soon, cause once i open the books, my head will burst in one second!

alright, gtg.

so good luck everyone who is taking SPM!

we all shall partayyyyy after that! :)

I'm A Useless Daughter.

2010-10-31T10:36:00.000-07:00

mummy, im sorry i yelled at you today.

i just can't control my anger sometimes.

im sorry that you've been a victim for me to scold.

im really sorry.

i felt so bad after i yelled at you.

felt like crying, but im REALLY REALLY SORRY.

but in my deepest heart, I LOVE YOU ALOT.

thanks for not defending when i yelled.

❤❤❤

Its A Dream Come True :)

2010-10-15T11:41:00.000-07:00

the opportunity came and I TREASURE IT!

finally, AdamLambert decided to come to Malaysia to perform!

AND IM GLAD THAT I GOT THE CHANCE TO GET ALL HIGH UP FOR HIM!

went to the glamnight with xue :)

14thOct2010

AdamLambert Glamnation Tour ❤

the crowd. its NOT FULL YET! :D

rockzone baybeyh! :)

a palaroid before the show :D

those big bouncing balls is dangerous!

finally after an hour, he came out with GLAM!

the only clearest picture of the day!

Tommy Joe Ratcliff ! <3 bassist!

he came out with two encore songs !

ended. :)

tickets!

got bruises all over me.

but its worth it.

getting all high up WITH THE BLACK COLOUR LINER!

took many videos and its very clear !

will upload soon.

signing off, hope that night will never end!

❤

p/s: more photos on facebook !

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=241839&id=646904176

Do I Have One ?

2010-10-09T13:10:00.001-07:00

I want a guy best friend who gets mistaken as my boyfriend. A guy best friend is everything I need. Another boy who makes my life complete. A boy who I can run to when my girl BFFs aren't around. He'll kick my future boyfriend's ass when that jerk makes me cry. He'll make me laugh when there are tears in my eyes. He is immediately my date on special occasions when I'm single. Idk why. But I really need a guy best friend. A real guy best friend.

You're F*king Sexy , You Know That ? :)

2010-10-09T13:02:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you’ve gotta get fucked up to feel sober, cry to see clearly, and fall down down enough to learn how to pick yourself back up.

Exhausted.

2010-10-09T12:16:00.000-07:00

time to take a FREAKING break from that website.

too hard to handle.

too hard to please.

There You Go. :)

2010-09-18T11:37:00.000-07:00

birthday gifts .

not compulsary ones. :)

- a cute jacket for me to use when in genting with my lovies!

- a long purse :)

- accesories , etc : hairbands, earrings , necklace, & more.

- a leather leggings
-jumpsuit
-black short pants
- butterfly blouse

- nosering :D

compulsary ! is . .

an album of me and my lovies pictures.

so that i could keep it forever.

and MACARONS! :D

counting down to my birthday : 4 days

OH YUMMY!!

2010-09-15T05:16:00.000-07:00

MACARONS!

i wanna try it i wanna try it !

someone get me one !

ohh yumssss :)

Will You?

2010-09-11T15:26:00.000-07:00

don't you just love , love?

I'm Sorry.

2010-09-11T15:15:00.000-07:00

its 6.05am now, and im awake =.=

this is so freaking ass man.

i've turning the clock around and sleep in morning, wake up in the middle of the night !

someone please turn back the clock for me.

papa mama, i know you're disappointed on me because im not being a good daughter enough.

but im willing to change and make you both proud of me.

it hurts when i heard about what you told brother, but i know you wouldn't do that right?

i know that you still have faith in me and never give up on me right?

you wont give up on me because im your daughter right?

im sorry for always disappointing you both and i don't know what to do cause i felt very bad.

i felt like running away from home and run away from this.

but i didn't because I LOVE YOU.

i knew papa mama will forgive me and have faith in me.

im sorry and i will show you that im capable and i will make papa mama proud of me.

i love you.

Everyone is Doing It.

2010-09-09T04:13:00.000-07:00

im lying.

you're lying.

he is lying.

she is lying.

they're lying.

everyone is lying.

i lied.

Spending The Night :)

2010-09-07T08:29:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who will run after you. Sometimes you have to talk quieter, just to see who’s actually listening. Sometimes you have to take a step back, just to see who’s still standing by your side. Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, just to see who’s there when it all falls down. Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love, just to see if they love you enough to come back.

Hey!

2010-09-06T05:04:00.000-07:00

this feeling is bugging me everyday!!!

can i just tell that someone that i liked him ? :x

saw him the other day, and it makes my heart beats faster and slower at the same time!

ARGHH!

tell me what to do, give me some signs.

does he even know that i have feelings for him?

HEHEEE!

"Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed"

sigh, whats wrong with life?

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you

p/s : IDMYPAA!

im sick of seeing things that i dont know.

it makes me outta their life man!

i just hate ittt, hate it!

don't just tell me you care , PLEASE MEAN IT AND SHOW IT TO ME!

and dont act like you care, because you don't.

------------------------------------------------------

spot me spot me!

thanks to belinda :)

imisshangingoutwithyoupeople!

please meet up soon okay during holidays! ❤

those times we had, which i will lock in my mind.

❤❤❤

counting on to my birthday : 18 days more! WHEE!

IM GONNA MISS HIM! :(

2010-08-31T10:47:00.000-07:00

so fast its already 3 weeks honjoe in msia.

its time for him to get back to india again.

ARGHH!!!

there's no one gonna accompany me at home anymore!

watch late night movies anymore!

online till late night anymore!

find new songs anymore!

im feeling so sadddddd now!

but hey, have a safe flight back to india and get ur ass back here after 6 months aites!

do well in your exams!

dont just watch all those stupid movies!

HAHA!

had fun with you everytime you come back!

will miss you brotherrrrr! :(

If I Wish.

2010-08-30T06:08:00.000-07:00

once i saw this guy on facebook , he looked nerdy , out of control and CUTE.

i didn't dare to add him up because he is someone's friend which i couldn't add.

so i gave up stalking him :) HEE , and there goes, he ADDED me :P

but i didn't look for him because im just AFRAID .

but one night , when i was onlining , he look for me on the facebook chat .

and this is HOW WE BECAME FRIENDS :)

but , one thing , we seldom talk to each other online .

sometimes i wanna look for him to talk , but what can we talk about?

and i gave up cause i lack of topics but hell yeah , I LIKED HIM!

seriously i don't feel like this is a serious thingy but , i really want him to know how i felt about him.

i really do.

or i shall let it be?

HMM ;)

love is friendship on fire .

and i saw this cute little thing :)

he's one messy little human :)

and that's it ! BUBYEEE :)

which is which?

2010-08-13T22:27:00.000-07:00

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FTW!

2010-08-13T21:04:00.000-07:00

i thought it will be normal as it seems, but no.

its strikes me , seriously.

DUDE , I HAVE FEELINGS TOO YOU KNOW?

okay, im seriously sick of everything, ITS JUST TOO MUCH!

the things that people did , is freakishly OFFENSIVE!

i've grown tired of this game , i had enough of it , no more playing.

i'll QUIT being A FOOL infront of everybody , i'm so sick of it, I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!

EVERYTHING IS ENOUGH!

it is so hurt, when you're doing something right, NO ONE GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU.

FTW, FML , FYL!

i know im a loser , no doubts on it , and WTF I KNOW!

just enough, i dont wanna be the FOOL anymore.

screw everything, screw school, screw studies, screw everyone!

screw my fucking life , im just an invisible little loser in front of everyone's eyes.

FUCK IT! :x

dont think i dont have feelings and i dont wanna show, it's just that im being a good person but no one is appreciating!

fuckmylife.

i really dont understand anything about life.
i wanna go away from here.
run away from here.
im exhausted.
being left out is the only thing that I'VE GOT.
oOo

huh?

2010-08-06T08:33:00.000-07:00

worldstage - FUN :)

The MTV Asia VJs: Chris (Japan), Utt (Asia), JuJu (China) and Sean (Korea)

Wondergirls.

Tokio Hotel - they rock the stage that night! :) Bill & Tom Kaulitz is HOT!

Katy Perry :)

it started to rain around 5pm! :x

-end-

i love you both! :P

ahhh. the hot one! @.@

trials is coming up and history is killing me! :x

hoped to finish reading history by next week.

ARGH!

adamlambert have a crush on bill kaulitz? no doubt! HAHA :)

argh, im lazy ok bye.

We have to go 1000 oceans wide
1000 dark years when time has died
1000 stars are passing by
We have to go 1000 oceans wide
1000 times against an endless tide
We'll be free to live our life

❤❤❤

XXXX!

2010-07-30T04:52:00.000-07:00

Dear You,

just because i WORE a short pants IT DOESNT CALLED SEXY!

BLABLABLA . . . .

=_____________=

tell me you didn't tell ALL THE OTHERS?

argh! FUCKYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

F*CK!

2010-07-28T09:55:00.000-07:00

screw

SCREW EVERYONE!

Fuck-ED up!

2010-07-24T03:30:00.001-07:00

I WANNA RUN AWAY FROM HERE!

Miracles Could Happen Anytime :)

2010-07-18T02:18:00.000-07:00

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

♥

Welcome :x

2010-07-17T10:33:00.000-07:00

You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Obsessed.

2010-07-16T12:07:00.000-07:00

Love is old ,

Love is new ,

Love is all ,

Love is YOU .

heyyy!

think of updating my blog :)

so yeah, here i go xD

erm, doing fine in school.

we just got our results for plkn, and i got SELECTED. =.=

trying not to think negative about this and accept it.

looking forward to meeting some new friends and experience!

trials is coming real soon on 16th August. :x

a month more to go till then.

argh, im killing myself for always being sleepy and not concentrating!

smacks on my forehead*

i am always sleepy on weekdays. HAHA

i feel like not going to school every morning i wake upppp! GRR.

but i have to. mum would KILL ME! :x

alrights, as always, pictures to share. :D

the cutest thing i've ever seen! :)

so hot! :D

and lastly, THIS .

goodnight ;)

i was a lil pissed but yeah its alright. :)

thankgod you asked me.

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

Pissed!

2010-07-09T12:03:00.000-07:00

this is what i looked like when im pissed! HAHAHHAA!

*pokes on your back* i think im starting to fall in love with you.

how? :(

I'll Grow Through This Pain.

2010-06-26T11:23:00.000-07:00

just go away :x

Yes, I Agree ;)

2010-06-25T06:28:00.000-07:00

Sometimes we can fall in love with someone for all the wrong reasons, and still love them even after all the heartache because most of the time, we can't pick who we love. And even though we know we shouldn't love them, we do and always will, because there are just some people in our lives who will get to us for reasons we can't explain, even when they shouldn't.

and hey, say hi to my new boyfriend ;)

HAHAHHAHAH :D

Thanks!

2010-06-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

HEH :)

SELAMATHARIJADI,IBU! :)

2010-06-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

happybirthdaymummy!

iloveyou! :)

i will always appreciate the sacrifies that you made for me!

ILY!

thankyou for everything!

23rd June is a date to remember :D

Daddy, This is For You ♥

2010-06-19T22:09:00.000-07:00

daddy! HAPPY FATHER's DAY! :)

you've been a great dad throughout my life!

you've been there whenever i need you.

you are the one who fetch me to and back from school, tuitions, outings, camps or other stuffs!

you are the one who buy lunch and cook supper for me whenever im hungry!

you are the one who i always talk stuffs about, gossiping my brothers of course! LOL

you are the one who always bring mimi out for a walk or pee.

you are the one who love gardening, and make our house looking beautiful!

you are the one who always rare alot of fishies at home!

you are the one who always pray in the morning before we go school

papa, sometimes you sneeze too loud in the room till im in downstairs living room also can hear. HEEHE

papa, you are the one who buy me stuffs which i always nag u to buy for me. :)

papa, theres more about you but word cant describe what a great dad u've been,

you've done a great job for being my daddy!

you're the world num 1 great dad! :)

i love you daddy!

although there's no gift for you, but i dedicate this post just for you.

you and mummy is my greatest present in my life! ♥ ♥

┌∩┐

2010-06-17T05:02:00.000-07:00

3:)

are you sure mcm ini JSY? LOL!

More Than Words.

2010-06-16T09:33:00.000-07:00

hey, this is my BOYFRIEND :)

okay, updateeeessssss about last week and today.

FRIDAY,SATURDAY&SUNDAY ; went to leo forum, its such a nice trip i must admit :) with a bunch of crazy friends around, i must admit that i have a great time!

photos are uploaded in facebook and you can visit it :)

anyway, the hotel is awesome i can say , cause it have bath tub , astro O.O! , and other facilities.

hehe, and too many handsome guys there i must say! :)

alright, so we have the 1st night, we have to wear some hat to go in the ballroom.

as in i dont know what i wore. some say i wore like a bboy. =____=

2nd night, totally different person. :) ok im lazy to type. just check it out in fb.

the next day we went bidor and ate lunch.

reach home around 6pm :)

im kinda sad because this year we didnt visit much like last year did.

but i had fun , so yeah whatever. :)

on monday, woke up around 1pm HAHA. and then head to the town for tuition.

tuesday, did nothing , but online.

today, did nothing too but online. so yeah!

im lazyyyyy. BYEBYE.

i need some of this!

btw: sorry JSY you got scolded from me alot tonight. LOL.

PMS SORRY :)byebye.

Total Eclipse To The Heart.

2010-06-07T09:39:00.000-07:00

why i kept posting pictures here?

because all the pictures express how i feel. :)

"And I need you now tonight and I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right 'cause we'll never be wrong
Together we can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight, forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do... a total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say... a total eclipse of the heart "

i love COKE. :)

Too Much For A Wish ;)

2010-06-06T09:48:00.000-07:00

I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest. I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. Bring me soup or orange juice when I'm sick. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he'd still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will kiss me in the pouring rain. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I'm on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I've got him soaked. I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I'm sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.

Tell Me Lies, Tell Me Sweet Little Lies.

2010-06-01T07:22:00.000-07:00

Channing Tatum.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

"Merde"

the word shit even sounds better in french.

ILOVEYOU :)

2010-05-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

daddy, happy birthday.

its your day, so i'll do anything just for you. :)

thanks for your care and guide thru these 17 years.

there's no present from me but i hope im the best present in your life.

im sorry i disappoint you everytime but in my heart i always wanted to be the best for you.

thanks for loving me and for being soft-hearted to me :D

although your face always so serious and doesn't like-to-talk-kinda-face but, haha!

i know you are happy inside. :)

HAPPYBIRTHDAY DADDY!

iloveyou!

xoxo, iloveyoualways!

28thMAY every year, i'll always remember this date!

12.06am , 28thMay2010.

-signedoff-

Please?

2010-05-27T09:00:00.001-07:00

can i have one of those? :)

Held Me Close.

2010-05-24T04:14:00.000-07:00

Listen to this song and you will feel better :)

Lee DeWyze - Hallelujah.

This Feeling Is So Shitty.

2010-05-23T03:18:00.000-07:00

why im feeling this way?

i wish i have a delete button in my head and whenever i think about you, i would just click delete.

why do i have this feeling of missing you?

i really missed you.

im exhausted , im tired, im sick of everything.

exams, exams, exams.

what more can i say?

i regret for not studying earlier. yea yea.

today morning i woke up, and this thing just came out from my mind.

the subjects that are testing tmrw, accounts.

gosh, accounts.

what i can say about accounts?

at first i admit, i really do like accounts but right after it get to the extreamly hard topic, my interest towards accounts gone.

tell me how can i in love with accounts again? :(

STRESS MUCH!

gtg, to study? yeah. bye.

exams is like suicide pills.

nobody's virgin. life fucks everyone.

Dance With Me Please?

2010-05-21T02:20:00.000-07:00

" Take my hand, i'll take the lead
and every turn will be safe with me,
don't be afraid, afraid to fall,
you know i'll catch you threw it all"

Some people move our souls to dance.

and hey! its love! :)

Strange Little Things.

2010-05-16T03:39:00.000-07:00

She yells because she cares; she cries because she’s frustrated. She randomly smiles because she’s thinking of you, even if you’re already there. She scrunches her face because she’s about to explode, not because she’s constipated. She hits you because she wants to touch you. She stares at you because she’s infatuated. She calls every half hour because she misses you. She lectures you because she’s boss, not mom. She kisses you because she just wants to. She asks you questions because she’s curious, not to be annoying. She wants to know where you are to be with you. She calls just to hear your voice. She walks beside you to hold your hand. She sits close to you to lean on your shoulder. She stands in front of you because she wants a hug. Just face it boy; she’s in love with you.

Social Suicide.

2010-05-15T10:44:00.000-07:00

there, i was watching channel 712 on astro justnow, there's a show bout stalkers around America and yeah, it causes deaths. mostly girls are being stalk by guys and some were too obsessed with the girls.

they tend to buy informations in the internet, so girls, be alert, do not put your information about yourself in the internet, ur home address, you hp number :) etc in : facebook , twitter ........

and here, im kinda addicted to internet, i admit :)

when i on my laptop , and there i goooo..........................

here's my facebook! BOOO!

and here's my TWITTER! :)

and here's my blog!

and i didn't update Tumblr for months! :)

ahhh, and youtube! always searching for JustinBieber and AdamLambert's song :)

Picnik is my drug :D

nevertheless, aaaMaaassSaaaNnnnn.

and never updated before, Friendster friend :)

and yeay! BYEBYE!

Baby baby baby noooo.. :)

2010-05-14T01:06:00.000-07:00

Caprice feat Ruby Jude - Baby (cover)

"Selama ini ku mengenali dirimu,

tapi ku tak pasti,

kita berdua yg hanya memahami,

tak mungkin kita akan akan bersama"

c o o l e s t song ever ! :)

Caprice is so cute!

Ruby Jude is so pretty! i like her!

Oh Yeah, This Is So Right!

2010-05-10T05:10:00.000-07:00

God Damn, FUCKOFF!

2010-05-08T21:33:00.000-07:00

oh ya, for the record, im not fucking jealous.

i rather jealous other people than jealous of that.

if im jealous, then, i cut off my head let you sit.

say what you want.

yea yea, im jealous.

bohoo.

whatever.

like i care.

anyway, FUCKOFF!

Mum, It's All About You This Time ♥

2010-05-08T20:48:00.000-07:00

•mummy, you are the one reason why im in this world.

•mummy, you are the one who will be there when i need to sleep in your arms when im a baby.

•mummy, you are the one who change diapers for me when i poop.

•mummy, you are the one who are with me when i register my name for primary school.

•mummy,you are the one who first bought me school shoes for my 1st day of school.

•mummy, you are the one who will be there when im crying out loud for your name in the class. ( but actually daddy will be there) :P

•mummy, you are the one who guide me English lessons which im not power with.

•mummy, you are the one who always nag me to go study.

•mummy, you are the one who always wakes me up in the morning for school.

•mummy, you are the one who prepare breakfasts for me every morning.

•mummy, you are the one who asks me what to eat in the morning just to prepare for me.

•mummy, you are the one who give me money to buy milo in the Shell station.

•mummy, you are the one worried about me when im sick.

•mummy, you are the one who bring back notes for english literature just for me to study.

mummy, although there are still more of it, i'll keep it in me because words can't express what you've done for me.

you're the reason what i am today.

you're my lucky star which god had given to me to be lucky to have you mummy.★

sorry for always yell at you.

sorry for always not listening to you.

sorry for always not getting good grades for you.

sorry for always disappointing you.

sorry for everything.

today is your day, Happy Mothers' Day.

i ♥ you mummy.

p/s: i will tell the same thing to daddy too because daddy and mummy will always be by my side no matter what happens. i ♥ you daddy and mummy!

2010-05-06T22:26:00.001-07:00

FUCK YOU!

Forget How To Breath.

2010-05-06T09:07:00.001-07:00

oh, you make me smile.

thanks for lying. :)

Your Body Is A Wonderland.

2010-05-06T04:28:00.000-07:00

He is the glue that holds the pieces of my shattered heart together.

oh, this girl is so cute LOL :)

this jumpsuit is so NICEEE! awww.

so nice so nice so nice! :O

nice one nice one! :D

im all opposite, LOL. not really actually :)

some are ture ;)

here you go.

This Is New! :)

2010-05-05T07:47:00.000-07:00

i got a new hot favouritee!

just realised that JUSTIN BIEBER is so cute! :)

*phweeeeettt! :)

You Make Me Smile Like A Sun.

2010-05-03T06:52:00.000-07:00

my hair a little uglee! :D:D

i ♥ them so much.

never in my life i would lose them.

they are like my favourite drug in school.

thanks for lighten up my high school life! :D

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

more pictures coming up.

this is not the last picture im gonna take with them of course!

xoxoxoxxoxxxoxoxoxo you people!

Comeback :)

2010-05-01T02:17:00.000-07:00

a highly technical problem due to the lackness of internet! :)

after one month and i can finally have my internet back.

feeling great? not really.

after those competitions, its time to study?

mid term is coming soon, and i have only 7 months before i end my high school life.

i think im gonna miss it.

and im having great classmates!

they're incredibly loud and funny!

and i have emo times, fun times, serious times in class.

i know, its FORM 5!

just a blink of eye already 4 years gone!

and now, its the middle of the year already.

time passes really really fast.

one thing i would do if i have the power, i will surely stop the time for an hour to realise whats going on , on my surroundings.

spm is near, and i know i dont have much time anymore.

i aint studying, i aint working hard, how am i gonna score?

someone please knock my head hard!

gosh, i have to study now! PLEASE GO AND STUDY CJN!

alright, move on to another topic.

actually i seriously dont believe on those craps/rubbish.

please tell me truth can you?

tell me whats going on?

you can make me give up but what benefit can you get?

think hard* i dont believe, im sorry.

no matter how / whatever things you said about him, i dont CARE!

only you and him know the truth and i aint gonna believe if either of you both create stories to make me give up.

dont talk cock to make me feel bad.

just let me love my life can you?

its between you and him, not me.

dont push me in it.

whatever you wanna say, only god knows what you do.

okay, sound emooooooo!!

eeeeeee, forget about it.

time move onnnnnnn!

i found out a new song from Justin Bieber!

its called Eenie Meenie!

go and listen to it!

so cute :) LOL.

YEA?

2010-03-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

adam lambert :)

i found this hot little picture from facebook.

god damn, you're hot as hell :)

this is not adam :D hehehe.

found this cute guy on tumblr, logan lerman. :)

Feel Like Emo-ing Now.

2010-03-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

too many disappointment today.

doesn't needa ask or say why or what but it really gets me.